Very Green and Kinda Blue I just finished posting my member's only update for the week. As you can see there was a bit of a St Paddy's Day theme involved.
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I was actually pleasantly surprised at how well this set turned out considering how terrible I was feeling earlier that day. I'm not sure what was going on with me but I was feeling seriously depressed that morning. Obviously I have a lot going on in my life right now which adds a bit more stress and anxiety than usual. Plus when I quit drinking one of my coping mechanisms was taken away and I'm still adjusting and seeking other methods to cope. I also haven't been getting enough sleep lately so that hasn't been helping.
One of the things that has been helping a bit is playing music. I forgot how therapeutic sitting down and just noodling around on my bass could be. I need to get a little practice amp for it so I can move around the house more easily and not bother Trixie as much. I hope to be able to get out in the yard a bit more this spring and do a little gardening. That seems to be another good form of therapy for me.
One thing I have been doing is exercising a lot more. That coupled with the not drinking thing means I've been losing some weight which is a good thing. Most males will end up gaining 10-12 lbs after starting on female hormones and t blockers. My goal is to lose as much as I can while still being healthy beforehand. This way once I start on the mones I'll be putting back on the weight but hopefully it will be in all the right places.
Anyway, I've been feeling much better these past few days. I think it was just a bit of a funk. I'll be doing my group cam shows tomorrow and Monday at 7:00 pm Pacific time. And baby making activities have been in high gear the past few days so keep those fingers crossed!!!
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