Well it's been a pretty busy and exciting week around here. On Thursday I went over to Seattle to add to my collection a the sperm bank. On Friday I had a laser hair removal session on my face and neck. It will probably be the last full session I have. I'll just have to go in for touch ups now and then. The big news though is that I started hormone therapy on Friday too. So I expect to experience a few changes in the near future. Exciting times to say the least.
I also had a pretty awful experience on Friday involving alcohol. I quit drinking back in November and had managed to remain sober for a good 6 months. The past few months I've been slipping though and had been trying my best to hide it from Trixie. On Friday I ended up drinking too much. Nothing terrible happened other than the embarrassment of being confronted by a loved one, but the potential was there. I realize now that I need help if I plan on staying sober and that having a drink every now and then just isn't going to cut it for me. So I've started attending AA meetings to help get me back on track. Overall I think it's going to be a good thing. At least I'll be able to start HRT out on the right foot.
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Hope everyone made it home safe and sound after ringing in '08. I also hope you weren't too hung over today. We stayed in last night and had a pretty quite and sober evening. We are both recovering from colds and don't usually do much on New Year's Eve anyway.
I thought I'd share a few lines from some of the last emails I received in 2007. One email from someone who has been a member to my site in the past:
Not sure why but I keep trying other sites and I am ALWAYS disappointed. Your personal efforts and extra touches make your site worth every penny.
And one from a new member who just joined:
Just want to say I love your website. I have been coming across a few of your pictures and was tempted to join your site for the last year or so. But tonight I just had to join. And I am not regretting it. Fucking awesome.
It's so nice to get those little pats on the back every now and then. Especially this time of the year when people naturally tend to mull over the past year and look at the ups and downs. Sometimes when you're at it week in and week out, doing cam shows, planning photo shoots, editing pictures and video, updating, promoting, networking, blogging it's easy to start wondering if it's all worth it. Then you get an email like one of those above and it's like . . . yeah, people really do appreciate it all.
It's exciting to me to be able to look back and see the growth both in terms of the content we have created and our membership base. I mean it hasn't been huge and it has been a bit erratic at times on a smaller scale but overall we've seen pretty steady growth. It's also exciting to look ahead to 2008 and all the plans and changes that are just on the horizon. It should make for an interesting year.
Tomorrow I go in for my 7th laser treatment. My facial hair really thinned out after the last treatment. I'm hoping these next few sessions will leave me smoother than a baby's tushy. I can't wait to be done with it.
In a few weeks I'll be going to my first doctors appointment to get the ball rolling on HRT. I'm pretty excited about that. I have to call tomorrow and see if they recommend freezing anymore semen before starting on the mones.
I changed my cam show days around this week. They will be on Sunday and Monday now both from 7-8 pm Pacific Time. Hope to see you there ;-)
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Hope everyone is having a safe and happy Halloween. Trixie and I are just taking it easy tonight. We'll hand out some candy if we get trick or treaters stopping by. Later on we are going to have a chat session for members as we listen to Art Bell's "Ghost to Ghost A.M.". Tomorrow I go in to get my sperm count taken and possibley freeze some samples. So unfortunately there will be no hanky panky on the cams. Just lot's of talk about ghosts and paranormal activity. Should be fun!!!
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