Getting Sprung Here's a little sample from my latest set of pics. The full gallery of 177 pics is now availible in my members area. I'll also be adding video this weekend. Some really hot toy play that you won't want to miss!
Spring is definitely in the air around here. On Monday I got another laser hair removal treatment on my face and neck area. On the way back home Trixie and I stopped at a nursery and pick up a few nice showy plants for our little planter boxes out front. We also found a special herb that we've been trying to find for awhile now, Perilla. It's used a lot in Vietnamese and Japanese cooking in rolls and salads. It really is delightful.
Monday was a pretty wet and cold day, in fact we even got a little snow on the way down. But today the sun finally decided to shine, and we were able to get out and plant. We even had a little lunch outside on our deck. I also mowed the lawn for the first time this season. I love the smell of fresh cut grass. The hummingbirds have been putting on their little displays the past few weeks now too. It finally feels like spring is here.
I'm going in to get my hair done tomorrow. I think I'm going to go a little lighter with the color, bring in a little more blonde. I'm also doing a cam show tomorrow and Friday so be sure to come by and see how it turns out.
A few weeks ago I did something not so good to my back. I'm not sure exactly what I did to cause it. I think I may have tweaked it a little when I was shooting a POV video of Trixie giving me a blow job. I tried doing some stretching later on and I think I may have over twisted or something only making it even worse. Our soft and sagging mattress didn't help things either. I was waking up in the middle of the night in pain and having to get up and lay on the floor in sleeping bag with my legs propped up. I finally got a sheet of 3/4" plywood and slid it in between the mattress and the box spring. That helped a lot. I've been doing a lot of light stretching and taking things pretty easy lately and I'm feeling a lot better.
The whole ordeal made me feel old and feeble. It really made me appreciate what it must be like elderly with all the aches and pains. It's funny how having your mobility limited can effect you mentally. It really put me into a bit of a funk.
I was a little bummed out the last time I went in for my laser treatment. They had a new esthetician there who actually worked at the old place I went to. So the treatment wasn't nearly as good as the first time I went. I made sure to request the same person who did it before for my next appointment coming up next week.
On the boobage front things seem to be going quite well. My breasts are continuing to grow and are still pretty sore. My areolas are looking noticeably bigger. I did end up taking my nipple rings out after going back and forth on it for so long. It is nice to be able to feel nipples without any metal in the way. Trixie has been enjoying them also. It feels incredible when she sucks on them and plays with them when we're having sex.
This is actually the last set of pictures I did with my nipple rings in. The full gallery is now available in my Members Area. I also posted a new video update for my Trans Vlog where I spend a lot of time playing with my budding titties ;-) That ended up being more fun than I thought it was going to be!
I've been making G rated versions of the Trans Vlog entries that I post in my members area for YouTube for quite awhile now. I've only posted a few here in my blog but here is the latest.
It corresponds with my last entry. They're not quite as interesting without the visual on my naked budding breasts but if anyone wants to see the rest of them you can check out my YouTube Channel and subscribe if you like. But if you want to see my naked budding breasts you'll have to sign up to my site ;-)
Last week I had yet another laser hair removal session done on my face and neck area. It's pretty well cleared by now but there are still a few little stubborn spots that need a little extra attention. The place that I was going to originally closed their branch and the next closest one ended up being too far away, which sucks because I was suppose to get half off on follow up treatments with them. But I found another place near by that also does laser that opened up just after I started with mine. After going there once I wish I had been going there all along. They did an awesome job, treated me great AND charged only a fraction of what I had been paying. So I probably would be totally done with this by now and paid half or less of what I have had I been going there all along. Blarghhh!
So I've been on hormones now for about 4 and a half months. I think I mentioned before that I do have a better overall sense of well being. I haven't had any noticeable mood swings or overwhelming emotional responses to things but people keep telling me just wait, lol. One thing I have noticed though is that my orgasms are starting to become more intense. They seem to take a little longer to build up and come from a place a little deeper within me. When they hit it they seem to last a little longer. It's kind of hard to describe but it is a slightly different sensation.
I finally quit going to the gym. It was just getting too weird for me. I felt strange in the locker with my little budding breasts. I know I would feel uncomfortable being in the women's locker room this early in my transition. Plus most of the people there only knew me in "boy mode". I felt like I was getting funny looks from people too. Like they weren't quite sure if I was male or female. I know a few people there know that I'm trans and it's a small town so it's likely that even more people there know. I may still try to work something out with the owner but for now I'm kind of enjoying just getting some exercise here at home and being outside more.
I feel really good about having that last little "reason" for being in boy mode out of the way. It was really starting to weigh me down.
I'll be doing a cam show tonight at 8:00 pm Pacific Time on Rude. Hope you can join me!!!
Well it's been a pretty busy and exciting week around here. On Thursday I went over to Seattle to add to my collection a the sperm bank. On Friday I had a laser hair removal session on my face and neck. It will probably be the last full session I have. I'll just have to go in for touch ups now and then. The big news though is that I started hormone therapy on Friday too. So I expect to experience a few changes in the near future. Exciting times to say the least.
I also had a pretty awful experience on Friday involving alcohol. I quit drinking back in November and had managed to remain sober for a good 6 months. The past few months I've been slipping though and had been trying my best to hide it from Trixie. On Friday I ended up drinking too much. Nothing terrible happened other than the embarrassment of being confronted by a loved one, but the potential was there. I realize now that I need help if I plan on staying sober and that having a drink every now and then just isn't going to cut it for me. So I've started attending AA meetings to help get me back on track. Overall I think it's going to be a good thing. At least I'll be able to start HRT out on the right foot.
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Here's a few pics from this weeks update taken during our trip out to the Washington coast earlier this week:
I'll be posting the full set on Sunday so technically I guess that makes it next weeks update.
We had a great time while we were there. The weather was mostly overcast and foggy, but we did get a few sun breaks. And it was warm enough that we were able to get out and frolic in the water for awhile. Not that we wouldn't have otherwise . . . it just made it a bit nicer.
We took lots of long walks, took some nudey pictures and ate lots junk food(mmmmmmm . . . spicey pickled sausage and Zotz!). The last night we stayed at a campground roasted hot dogs and marshmallows over an open fire. I also had a chance to test out my new camp stove which worked great for hot drinks.
I noticed a little more color in my face when we got home. I think it looks great but, unfortunately I have a laser hair removal appointment next week. So it's not so great for that. I even wore sunblock most of the time. I think it must have washed out in the water though. Oh well, it should fade out some by next week.
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These are a few sample pics from the latest gallery I posted in my members area yesterday.
I also just posted the nine minute solo masturbation video in which I used the elastic straps on one of the socks to tie around my waist creating a nice little cock sock. I thought it was a pretty creative use for them ;-)
You'll notice from the pictures above that I have a little less hair in the pubic region. Actually I have no pubes at all, totally bald. I decided it was time for a little change and I think it does look a little nicer in pictures. A few members have requested the clean shaven look over the years so there ya have it. I hope your happy!!! Hehehehehe.
I'm pretty happy with the results from my last laser appointment. It's been a little over year of treatments now. I have one more scheduled appointment in July and that should basically wipe out whatever is left of my facial hair. I may have to go in for a touch up session later on. I may have a few white/blond hairs that might need to be taken out by electrolysis but I think those might end up being fine enough once I start on hormones that they probably won't be noticeable.
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Trixie and I are planning on going to Seattle Pride next weekend and are hoping to do a little meet and greet but haven't nailed anything down yet. I know it's short notice but if anyone is interested be sure to let me know.
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I really did. But new content for this week's update just wasn't happening. I'm going to do an extra juicy double update next week to make up for it which I'll try to post as soon as possible.
It's not like I don't have any cute outfits waiting to shoot in or any good ideas for shoots. It's just with trying to get pregnant and having company here and trying to keep up with cam shows has thrown a bit of a wrench into the system. I also just had my laser done on Tuesday and have two dark stripes running down my chin from areas that didn't get hit last time. The follicles are still working there way out and should be cleared up in a few days. I was all set to shoot yesterday and was hoping it would be cleared up or at least not that noticeable but they're still pretty bad. I know if I wait a few days it will look much better and I won't have to worry about going through and trying to touch up every single picture with my face in it.
Anywhoooo . . . I'll still be doing my live cam shows on Sunday from 3-4 pm and Monday 7-8 pm Pacific time. We'll probably shoot on Tuesday or Wednesday and I'll try to have a phat (yes that IS fat with a ph) update posted by the end of the week.
Hope everyone made it home safe and sound after ringing in '08. I also hope you weren't too hung over today. We stayed in last night and had a pretty quite and sober evening. We are both recovering from colds and don't usually do much on New Year's Eve anyway.
I thought I'd share a few lines from some of the last emails I received in 2007. One email from someone who has been a member to my site in the past:
Not sure why but I keep trying other sites and I am ALWAYS disappointed. Your personal efforts and extra touches make your site worth every penny.
And one from a new member who just joined:
Just want to say I love your website. I have been coming across a few of your pictures and was tempted to join your site for the last year or so. But tonight I just had to join. And I am not regretting it. Fucking awesome.
It's so nice to get those little pats on the back every now and then. Especially this time of the year when people naturally tend to mull over the past year and look at the ups and downs. Sometimes when you're at it week in and week out, doing cam shows, planning photo shoots, editing pictures and video, updating, promoting, networking, blogging it's easy to start wondering if it's all worth it. Then you get an email like one of those above and it's like . . . yeah, people really do appreciate it all.
It's exciting to me to be able to look back and see the growth both in terms of the content we have created and our membership base. I mean it hasn't been huge and it has been a bit erratic at times on a smaller scale but overall we've seen pretty steady growth. It's also exciting to look ahead to 2008 and all the plans and changes that are just on the horizon. It should make for an interesting year.
Tomorrow I go in for my 7th laser treatment. My facial hair really thinned out after the last treatment. I'm hoping these next few sessions will leave me smoother than a baby's tushy. I can't wait to be done with it.
In a few weeks I'll be going to my first doctors appointment to get the ball rolling on HRT. I'm pretty excited about that. I have to call tomorrow and see if they recommend freezing anymore semen before starting on the mones.
I changed my cam show days around this week. They will be on Sunday and Monday now both from 7-8 pm Pacific Time. Hope to see you there ;-)
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Yesterday was laser hair removal day for my face. It was my 6th treatment. They've been bumping up the intensity the past few sessions so it tends to sting a bit more and my face usually ends up pretty red afterwards. The esthetician said she could see quite a few hairs popping out as she zapped them which is a good sign. I've really been noticing a difference lately. My face usually looks the best during the 2nd and 3rd weeks after being zapped. The hairs on my upper lip and chin area are still being stubborn little bitches and I tend to see a bit of a shadow there before anywhere else.
While we were at the mall we did a little shopping. I picked up a sweet new red leather purse AND Guitar Hero 3 for our PS2. Trixie bought them both for me as belated birthday gifts. So we got to "jam" for awhile last night before bed. I think it will be one of those games that is hard to put down once you pick it up. Now we just need to get another "guitar" for it so we can personalize our axes and face off in a grinding dual to the death!!!
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So . . . my cam show schedule has been really screwy lately and I need to apologize to members for not doing a better job of keeping everyone informed of changes ahead of time. Most of you know that Trixie and I are trying to get preggers so when I do shows and even when I'm able to shoot a load is contingent on where her cycle is. Unfortunately her cycle has been a little unpredictable, so it's been tough planning ahead on the schedule and I've ended up making some last minute changes. I've also forgotten to take shows off the schedule a few times . . . oooops :-)
Things may still be a bit up in the air for the next month with the holidays added to the whole mix. But for this week I've moved my show to Sunday and had to cancel Monday because I have another laser appointment for my face (it will be my 6th treatment). I'm pretty sure next week will be back to the old Saturday/Monday schedule but we still haven't had a chance to have Thanksgiving with Trixie's family so who knows? I'll try and let you know once we get it all sorted out. But now I'm off to the gym!!!
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Trixie's sister and nephew were here Thurs-Sun and her mom was here Fri-Sun. So I had a chance to come out to Trix's mom. She seemed to barely bat an eyelash over it. Her main concern was that I might contract AIDS from one of the countless unprotected, bare backing fuck sessions that I'd obviously be having and of course pass it on to her daughter. She was really awesome about it all, though she did have to giggle a few times when she looked over at me all dolled up and sitting at the dinner table. I think that's only natural though.
Tomorrow is my first session with the shrink. Her office is about 80 miles away so it's going to be a long day. I'm pretty excited and a little nervous about seeing her for the first time. She seems really cool though and invited Trixie to join us for the first few sessions. It usually takes 3 months before a therapist will write a letter for the mones. Since we are so far away we'll be doing 90 min sessions every other week.
Wednesday I go in to get my face zapped. It will be the first of 8 sessions and should knock out the majority of my facial hair by the time it's finished. Apparently hair grows in cycles and laser is most effective for hair which is in the anagen phase which is why you have to have multiple sessions. Anyway, I'm pretty excited about starting that whole process. It should make for a pretty busy week.
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